| This entry is going to be quite long. There's so much going on in my life right now I don't know where to begin. First things first, the rumor that SOMEONE spread is NOT true. I understand guys will always take guys side, so I'll never win this battle and plus, all you guys are closer to HIM than me, so either way, its a lose lose situation. I am disgusted by the way people lie all because they envy others...it really makes me sick to my stomach. People like that are selfish. If you cared about someone, you would be happy for them and knowing that they're happy is a good thing. I think it is truly selfish to watch others be happy and hate them for being happy. A rumor may slow down my life, but it really isn't going to stop my life. You are wasting your time. Guys will always be guys I realized. All my life, I've been through this which is why I guess I have such a low self esteem. For every person I thought I could trust, they always start talking trash behind my back....guys and girls, for different reasons though. I HATE people who act like they're cool with me to my face and when I turn around, they talk trash. I HATE LIARSSSSS....Lie all you want, I don't care what this world takes me for and I don't care what others think of me. I know myself more than anyone knows me and I know I didn't do those things, so that's all I have to care about. It hurts to see that one minute everyone was on my side and now, because of a simple lie that escalated into something SOOOO big, everyone has turned their backs on me. It's okay, I have nothing to prove. I've said my side and all I feel, now it's just time for people to make up their own decisions. I didn't know guys could be so gay like girls. I thought only girls talk trash, but guys do too. It is sooooo GAY...stop being such bitches. Talking rumors and all that bitchy shit are for girls. GROW THE FUCK UP and do something more useful with your lives. I can understand if the person who is talking shit is a suave guy with a banging job with 12389234 girls after him, then maybe he has a reason to talk shit, but if you're a loser to begin with, talking trash isn't going to make you look any better of a guy...bottom line: in your fucking dreams nigga....
Some girls just makes me sick...Don't think just because I've talked to you once in my life or say hi on the streets to you that I'm really cool with you. It takes me years to really call you a friend and like I said, there's only TWO in my life. If you're not considered those two, just stop all the fucking rumors and get on with your life. I don't know why you bitches never want to see my happy and it's like your fucking life goal to make my life miserable. I've never done anything to you guys and if anything, I was more than nice, so just stop. It's up to a point where I'm just disappointed and sad...I'm not even angry anymore. Is it so bad to see me happy with someone or just happy? First off, I'm not retarded. I KNOW who are real and who aren't. Maybe the next time you have a conversation with me, think about what I'm thinking about you. I'm pretty sure I can read who are the fake bitches. Like I said, just because I'm talking to you doesn't mean I don't know your real intentions. I'm not going to type out the names who are causing all this SHIT in my life, but if you're feeling guilty, you're one of them. For every person who is reading this and KNOWS they've talked trash about me, FUCKKKKKK YOOOOUUU...read that???? YEA...read it again bitches. I'm sorry that you guys really have to life but to fuck with mine, but I'm sorry...you guys failed to do so because once again, I'm happy and I have everything I want...so sorry. The more you guys try, the more you will fail because I guess someone will be on my side regardless. Sorry to disappoint you guys. You know, this reminds me, I bumped into a guy at the library a couple of weeks ago while school was still in lesson and he knew my name before I introduced myself. I asked him what high school he went to and told him I used to be close with a group of girls from way back and in HS, they talked a lot of trash about me and he said he knew. I told him the names and he wasnt surprised. That's how he knew my name. That was just very random by the way. Like I said, this has happened all my life...that's why I have no fucking girlfriends cause I know they're mostly 99% FAKE. Only two out of 10 is probably real. BOTTOM LINE....HOP OFF MY FUCKIN DICK BITCHES!!!...your little cheap talk behind my back is doing shit. It might make OTHERS believe, but as long as the ones closest to me remain on my side, I'm more than happy. That's all I really need....REAL PEOPLE in my life...so HOP OFF.
Main thing: look, I'm a very happy girl now just living life and doing my thing and choosing the RIGHT person to be with. If you can't stand to watch this, turn around and suck a cock...have a nice day...=] you people make me sick....gullible and retarded...also, one more thing, if you are going to believe a rumor about me or even SPREAD the rumor, make sure you got some REAL shit on me. If it's not real, you just look retarded to me in my eyes...LOL..and right now, believe me, I think there are A LOT of retarded people...hahaha
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